Last Saturday, the trip for the day was to Potsdam to see Sanssouci and the garden. I had already been there previously with Jessica, Regan, and Tim. This time was completely different! The sun was shining and it was fairly warm! Spring had definitely made its appearance and we were welcoming it with open arms! My nice pale skin even got a bit sunburnt, but that went away within the next day.
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Timothy and I in front of Sanssouci |
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Käthe Kollwitz Museum |
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"Mother with her dead son" in the Neue Wache |
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Turm der Mütter |
Tuesday was small panic day. My class would have our test to pass into the next level of classes on Wednesday. Both of my teachers at my language school had already told me that I wasn't a good test taker and that I needed to start meditating. Instead of doing that, I simply began studying earlier and not worrying about the test so much. A giant group of Italians had arrived two weeks ago and have been making school miserable. Since there are so many and they need to really improve their German, they've ruined the school schedule. There are so many of them that they required more attention of the teachers and smaller classes, so everyone had to have their schedule changed to having class later in the afternoon from 2:45-6PM. No one wants to be at school then! I don't love having school at 9AM every day, but I definitely prefer it over class at 2:45 in the afternoon! We all just want to sleep and not do anything else! I had late class scheduled that Monday, but that conflicted with our UNL class and the trip to the museum. My professor talked with the director of our school and they both agreed that those of us taking the test on Wednesday should go to the museum instead of class that afternoon. "It would be a good listening practice for you all." It actually was! Some people were concerned with missing class this close to our test, but if both our professor and the director of our school was telling us to go to the museum instead, I wasn't going to have a problem with it!
Wednesday arrived and my nerves hadn't set it in. I left the apartment to go meet Emily to head to school. I stood waiting for almost 10 minutes before calling her. Normally, we meet at 8:15AM and head to school. We'll get there 15 minutes early if we're lucky. I stood waiting at 8:25AM. She hadn't left her apartment yet and would be hurrying. My nerves quickly set in. I started panicking if I would be late for the test. What would happen then? Would I miss an important part? Would the wait for me? Emily arrived, after some time later, and I walked my fastest pace possible to catch the train. I was basically sprinting to make it to school and my test on time. I lost view of Emily behind me at one point when we were close to school. I wasn't stopping! This test was important and I absolutely hate being late for important things. I walked into the classroom just as Angelika, my teacher, started giving instructions. Pure luck that she hadn't started the actual test! I rushed to a seat and took out my Kugelschreiber! (That's pen in German.) You aren't allowed to use pencil at all. I used to hate writing in pen for things, but that is completely opposite now! It does help that my notes are multicolored with a different color for each day. Anyway! I was feeling pretty good about the test. No panic attack, no burst of tears, no hyperventilating. I placed my water bottle in front of me along with 2 packets of tissues. I knew I was going to be that annoying sick kid during testing, but I couldn't avoid it. I told myself "beer can" with a British accent multiple times throughout the morning to help calm my nerves - just for you, Allison! Hours later, we finished the first day of testing! It was only the writing portion of the test and the next day would be the speaking part.
I absolutely hate speaking in front of people. I'm not quite sure where that dislike comes from, but I've never really felt comfortable doing it. I've always dreaded speeches and especially in a foreign language. We would have to describe a picture for 5 to 10 minutes and then a spontaneous situation that would be picked by the test proctors. My partner for the speaking portion was a girl named Ciindy. Yes, she spells it with two 'i's in her name. She's from the french part of Switzerland. Luckily, she's one of the Swiss kids that I can understand quite well! A couple of the other girls have extremely thick french accents that are difficult to understand German through, but I was lucky! My picture description went well as I then led it into a story, which they loved. I also compared it to the United States, which was something they enjoyed as well and looked for as we spoke. The situation wasn't bad either! I wasn't jittery at all while speaking, which is very rare for me when speaking in those kinds of situations. Ciindy and I had to debate on whether or not children should have a strict relationship with their parents and if rules were good. I, of course, had to take the "rules are good! Strictness is wonderful!" approach. We debated for 10-15 minutes without any real gap in between! The proctors were laughing and nodding their heads as we spoke. One of them made a comment that everything was simply a situation and clearly Ciindy and I would never raise children together since we never found a solution. Both proctors looked at each other and told us we did "sehr gut" and "es war sehr schoen!" That means we did very well and it was very nice! We'll get our diplomas either tomorrow or Friday with our actual grades in the various areas. There was a bit riding on this test for me. I tried to not let that get to me and to do my very best.
Tomorrow is another day of school and the Italians' last day! YES! Saturday I'll go with a group from DiD to Stettin, Poland. It will be cold, since winter is making a brief visit at the moment. It'll be neat to see! I'm a bit sad that they had changed it from Hamburg to Stettin for the trip. I was planning on seeing my friend Max one last time before heading home in a few weeks. Instead, Max will just have to visit Berlin!
Next week is already Easter and that means Munich! My host mom and I are going to dye Easter eggs on either Tuesday or Wednesday. I'm excited for that! I only have 1 more weekend here in Berlin, which happens to be the weekend before I leave! This Saturday is Poland, next weekend is Munich, then Berlin, and then AMERICA! This semester has flown by! I really feel like my German has improved in multiple ways and am extremely thankful I was accepted into this program and decided to take part. It will only be me and one other UNL student flying home together on the 21st and we're both ready to be back! Don't be surprised if I'm speaking Denglish when I come home, as I do it every day with my host mom here! Hey, you'll get to learn some German then, right?
I'll update next week before heading to Munich! Bis bald! (See you soon!)